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Been so inactive. :iconrazycryplz:

Andd.. every time I consider coming back to dA is to post adopts so I can make some money to buy stuff I want

It's.. probably a bad thing qq

Sorry I haven't really been on o x o;

And .. for some reason I got this phobia of checking older messages because I'm afraid of people asking for stuff that I might not have done.. ;; guilty conscience They've just been piling up and bothering me every time I come back to visit ;;

So I'll just delete them and start anew without reading, sorry :c

I swear, this time, I won't come back for a journal and a picture then leave without a trace again ;;

inb4 this happens again //kicked

Anyways. I kinda miss doing pixel stuff.. would anyone be interested in icon commissions like my current avatar?

thinking of making those for ~400points / $4, if it's still a reasonable price nowadays

Let me know what you guys think, ty~

I'm back ; 7 ;


No. Too many messages at the top of my page. Too lazy to check them today D:



I'll be officially back tomorrow, then o w o;
First I wanna do this--

Then I wanna do that--

But in the end I feel so lazy--

And there were all these OTL moments--

And nothing relevant came out--


And yes I'm avoiding to check messages like a derp T m T
Tags and stuff.

Skip to the Tagging part by scrolling till you see bold text :D

But uh, update?
I played a lot of mmos - w -; Yeah, I was lazy lol

Elsword... I met some cool new people who joined recently from Steam, and they somehow applied to my guild * 7 * It feels sooo good to play with people again instead of soloing or dungeoning with strangers ;; u ;;

And I started League of legends hmm, almost two weeks ago?

First week is me being too scared to do a co-op match since I don't know anyone and I'm afraid people will yell at me for being a noob OTL
Then some how, some reason, I pressed that button and did a co-op match... well, admittingly, on easy, since I don't know how to play, but it actually didn't go that bad. That is, Not bad as in I died less than a dozen times. I mean what.

You know, I chose to buy Ashe in the beginning since she's the tutorial character, so I thought at least I know a tiny bit more about her than the other characters.

First few days, I had my doubts with Ashe... since well... my complaints were the same with me playing a Grand Archer in Elsword...

I don't know how to run, my damage is kinda bad, and all I seem to be able to do is die.

But today... > ____ >;

In two matches in a row, I can't choose Ashe since someone else already picked her. I had no experience playing other characters... so I randomly chose a character from the free roster. A one minute quick scan at a guide while the match was loading didn't really help... and after the match I learned... guess what, I suck even more at playing anyone else, and from now on, I'll just stick with Ashe.

And the later matches with Ashe went a lot, lot better. I can actually solo a lane by myself without dying and kill stuff ._.
Only because when I call bot, other people say, "Ashe, go mid" Q _____ Q No one likes me qq

Marry me please, Ashe.


I. by :iconapplepeaches14:
1. Are you a kpop fan?
Yus~ I love their songs! * 7 *

2. Do you like waffles?
Ok now I'm hungry. Why did I think it was a good idea to skip lunch and dinner ; __ ;

3. What is your favorite Vocaloid?
I mean what?

4. Chocolate or Vanilla?
One scoop choco, one scoop vanilla, please ; u ;

5. Water or Soda?
Water, I don't really like bubbly stuff ; w ;'

II. by :iconfluffyandsweet:
1. What's your favorite (TV) show?
I don't watch TV ; w ;

2. What's your favorite animal?
Stuff that are cute and fluffy * 7 *
Like kitties, ponies, and bunnies

3. What do you like to see the most?
Food! I would be really, really happy to see food right now ._.

4. Do you love funny videos?
Of course! :dummy:

5. What do you think makes you different from others?
Titanium bones, heck yeah.

I'm not going to pretend that makes any sense :|

6. How are you (lol)
So hungry ; ___ ; But everyone's asleep by now so I can't go make something u w u;

7. What time is it when you made this?

8. Do you have a favorite character of a book/show/movie etc?
I mean what?

No, I didn't copy and paste

9. What do you like about nature?
It's hot D:
Maybe you can roast chicken on the roads? ; u ;

10. What's the thing you like the most (me for example the moon)
FOOD. //kicked

III. by :iconyakumosoulqueen:

1. I am lazy.
2. I think I'm the only person who's been played Elsword for 3 years and never maxed a character XD
3. Pvp makes me sad. But I do it anyways. Idk why.
4. I'm too awkward to carry a conversation.
5. I don't like broccoli D:
7. Its texture is too weird, I prefer leafy veggies.
8. I named my pet goldfish, but then they looked all the same so I can't tell which is which > . <;
9. Some ice cream sounds really good right now.
10. I wonder if I should go sneak down and get one.
11. Gah, I hate decisions.

IV. by :iconmayu-pi:
1. Can I has huggle?

2. Meow for me?

4. Can you say 'moe moe kyun' angrily?
*puts on Chung face* moe moe... KYUN! >U

5. Can i pat your head? =3
Okay! > w <

6. I wuv you! Do you wuv me?
I wuv chuu too! <33 :iconyuihugplz:

The stuffs are missing a 6 and 3 ._.


Long journal of me being scatterbrained XD

Me failing in MMOs and some tags done while hungry o:
Today I wanted to make a new character in an mmo.

But all the names I wanted were taken.

So obviously I named him the first thing that came to my mind.

I named him Boats.
I'm going to be a less active on dA for a while ; w ;'' I don't think it would matter at all since I don't rp and I don't actively talk to people //kicked

It'll just be a heads up u w u

I'll still draw new stuff and finish commissions, so no worries on that front n w n

Ah btw, if you want to reach me, I'll be on Skype often, my Skype name is kittychii02.
Can make me get up at 7am willingly because there is wifi in the house again.


//casually slides away
Edit: Thanks guys :3

I got what I need to do now * 7 *

Sorry to have bothered you u w u;
Edit: my old IGNs:
Selei- lvl 50 VP
EdgeBlader- lvl 54 BM
SkylarLace- lvl 37 IP

I left my account to a friend and he somehow got my BM to rank A... I'm so embarrassed to go on now eek > . <;

New IGN:
Khoe- Base Aisha- Lvl1 ;;;

^ Gonna play her for a while to try to get a Dimension witch * 7 *

Does anyone play Elsword? :iconsatoshineplz:

I started two years ago but dropped it last year... since I had no time to maintain my characters ^^; I'm thinking maybe I can restart again and play once every few days or something... OTL;;

Gosh that doesn't sound like a good idea as I'm typing this... > w >; :iconorekiahhplz:

But umm... :iconpachuuplz: if anyone else plays... I'd like to get to know people... and maybe... join a guild there, if anyone would allow a... not really... active player...

I'm asking too much I should just go play solo like I used to; why would anyone even want to play with a noob player like me orz

I don't even know what to say here! :iconohgodwhyplz:

I'm so embarrassed to ask this... I'll just go do something.. yeah, that sounds like a good idea...

(oh, should I start all over, or use my old account? I had ... a lvl50 VP, a lvl52 BM, and a lvl 37 IP there ; w ;'' )
Tagged by :iconfluffyandsweet:

1. What is the worst compliment you ever got?
On dA? A comment saying the picture was great but didn't fav :/

I love faves more than anything :iconwhatdoesitmeanplz:

2. How many "friends" have you got when you were small?
I mostly played by myself. I had a friend that I did everything with... but then I moved away XD

You know, when I was younger, I didn't even know it mattered how many friends you have = w =;

4. Ever cried because nobody was online?
On dA, no. There's kinda no point since I never really got to know many people here ^^;

I hate to say this, since I do it too, but wouldn't it be sadder if everyone was online and no one talked to you?

And no, I don't mean I want to chat, I get anxious when it comes to conversations because I don't know how to talk to people :noes: It's just that I get the feeling that other people feel that way when I read their journals.

5. Ever want to hit someone?
Nah. If I want to hit them that much I'd probably have done it already.

6. How often do you smile?
Every day :3

7. How long took a drawing for you?
A few days .-. Even the quickest probably takes me a few hours since I'm slow XD

8. What is your most favorite OC? Can I see him/her?
I love all my ocs :3

And no you can't because I don't draw them often 8I

9. Who do you think is lying and insulting you behind your back?
I dunno. If I did know they would have failed trying to do so behind my back ._.

10. Sorry if you got annoyed by my questions....
It's okay :dummy:
A few weeks back I uninstalled Elsword because I never have the time to play anymore. Last time I played was last year OTL

Then I realized I forgot to save a copy of the soundtrack :iconblankfacememeplz:

Welp, reinstalling again.
Halfway through a picture, I get the feeling that it sucks and don't want to finish it anymore.

Welp. Moving on. :iconnothingtodohereplz:
Me, browsing through favorites.

Sees picture in storage.

*tries to delete it from the favorites*

Why can't I remove it?


Realizes 5 minutes later...

Oh wait these aren't my favorites.

I was lazy this week. It was fun - w -

I was really relieved that more people voted for me to be lazy than to draw my ocs because I don't know if I can do that lmao //shot

Well, it was pretty good until I found out the reason why I don't play games anymore, but that is something else :iconblankfacememeplz:

Anyways I still stalked around dA a bit every day just to see what people are up to :iconheplz:

And I found that channels are a good way to stalk people :iconimsopervyplz: You can even stalk favorites :iconbigimsopervyplz: I'll try it sometime when I'm not lazy.

Anyways I'll post some art over the weekend. I think. Yeah.

I dunno what I'm saying.

I should go sleep now. Yeah.

Oh yeah I wanna finish that game I was playing.

Tagged by :iconpartyof1000: partyof1000

1. do you sprinkle anything in YOUR cereal??!!
I sprinkle milk maybe? Actually, that's not right. I pour milk.

Actually, that doesn't sound right either. It should go the other way around. I sprinkle cereal on my milk.

Yeah that sounds about right.

2. do you love hamsters as much as I do?
I'm not sure how much you love hamsters :noes:

I suppose I like hamsters as much as I like dogs. :3

3. hows my art?
Well... :iconsatoshineplz:

It's really cute, I like your canine drawings especially. I do think you can improve on your coloring~ :la:

4. I LOVE YOUthat wasn't a question. accept my love or die <3
OK :icontuzkisnogplz:

5. Is this entertaining enough?
It's more entertaining than the other stuff I should be doing right now //shot

I love plz icons! :iconlaplz:

I dunno... Maybe... :icontsukinosmirkplz: or :iconprussiasparklesplz:? 8D

Your choice o . o

9. Once upon a time ..... FINISH IIITTTTT O^O
There was a package of instant noodles. Unfortunately it lost its flavouring package, so no one loved it anymore. The end.

Well that turned out depressing ._.

10. last!!!~~~squiggle~~~ if you had the chance to go to outer space on either a rainbow alpaca or a flying unicorn penguin....WHICH WOULD YOU CHOOSE?!
Depends on which one comes with a free space suit. I don't want to die in outer space 8I
Because the Vocaloid ones I made are so old and have my crappy mouse art on them.

Every time I see someone favorite it I'm like "AHH WHY DO YOU STILL WANT TO USE IT IT'S SO OLDDD AND UGLYYYY:iconcryforeverplz:"

but I don't want to delete them either because they're like the first deviantations that I got over 100 faves in lol :iconmingplz:

so yeah I'll remake a Kaito and Rin/Len one in between some drawings :iconlazysulkplz:
Tagged by :icongel02:geL02

1. You must posts these rules.
2. Each person has to share 10 things about them.
3. Answer the 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the persons you tag will have to answer.
4. Choose 10 people and put their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page to inform them they are tagged.
6. Not something like "you are tagged if you read that".
7. You have to legitimately tag 10 people.

1. What would you do if you were to meet your genderbend?
If he knocks on the door I'll pretend no one's home :>

2. Dream in life?
I dunno :noes:

3. How did you find out about deviantART?
From searching up fanart :iconheplz:

4. If you were to choose a new name for yourself, what would it be?
Hmm... something easy to pronounce? :3

5. In a relationship? *w* (TEEHEE.)
Nope 0 u 0

6. Favorite Vocaloid song?
Too many! I currently like Miku's Raspberry Monster... ^^;

7. Ever cried over a fictional character?
... maybe > w >

8. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
Introvert ^^;

9. Any place you'd like to go to?
Home please ; u ;

10. What would you do if you were to be invisible for a day? *w*
Go to the bank and steal all teh moneys * u *



I dunno! :nuu:

1. What time is it?
2. How many vowels does your name have?
3. What is the last thing you've eaten?
4. Think quick! What is the first color that comes to your mind?
5. What's your favorite dA emote? (like :dummy:, :la:, :wormnomnom:, etc)
7. What do you like to draw? It doesn't matter whether you're good at drawing it or not :meow:
8. Strawberry, or peach? :la:
9. Did you notice I didn't do question 6?
10. We're done! What will you do after this? :dummy:

I'll tag...

:iconlegolasgimli: :iconfluffyandsweet: :iconhappy-cupcake100: :iconmayu-pi: :iconauricicarus: :iconkisala10: :icondimasariefsu: :iconmishierru: :iconnarufan808: :iconamimeito-chan:
Edit: That was over fast amg ;;; :iconpapmingplz:

@ 34,900 / 34,950 / 35,000 Take the full screenshot, upload to stash, then drop me a note ; 7 ; )//

For a quick, cel-shaded chibi w/o bg like this Kaito sees by KittiRawr
I can do human/humanoids but not animals/anthro, sorry :iconsadcraiplz:

Exact number please ; u ; No cheating. I don't want to give 3 numbers then end up doing 30 //kicked

Oh, give me until the end of the month to finish the kiriban prizes ; u ;''
Thank you anonymous person ; u ; <3

Please let me know who you are or send me a note so I know who I can give my love to * 7 * )// <333

Note: I know it still says my last premium is given by CelestialMemories, but it's because she was kind enough to gift me one a while back, and it'll continue saying so until hers run out ♥